I just wanna let it all out. What did i do wrong to get criticised until to an extend that they call me a liar and a cheater ? I just don't get it.

Holidays had already started but this remorse feeling ain't going nowhere. I just wanna burst out in tears as my heart can't hold this weight of guilt any longer. Now, all i ever wanted is someone to comfort me to make me feel better. So mushy. Haha. But really... What can i do. Mourn for this lie that i SO afraid to commit. I just don't have the guts do it. I'm not going to be rebellious at this age. This kind of thing is not meant to be lied which you can call it plagiarism. Only god knows.

Not gonna dwell anymore. Just wait and I woluld accept any decisions they will make :)

Peace...

This pain can't be seen, comouflaging it is the only cure.