Friday, March 6, 2009
Felt like blogging today. Had a bad week. The emancipate feeling to cry always hanged in my throat and i was confused about it. What makes me feel so down? Yesterday was one of those days that i hate. Bad misunderstandings or should i say miscommunications with friends and made a fuss about it and i do not know why i did that. I am that kind of person who refrains from showing my real emotions infront of people. Maybe i was tired and the never ending financial problems that my family faced made it even worsed- They are thinking of moving to Woodlands. Its like whatever. I care less about it and i doubt that it will never end. Got a bad crit yesterday. Felt humiliated. Whatever. Call what you want about my product, but you can never beats simplicity and i doubt that the lecturers just wanted more and disappointed. I just heck care cause everything is draining my bloody energy. Just want to thank Manda for comforting me yesterday:) She is great. A good companion. Im afraid that people these days like to judge a book by its cover and i really hate it. When i got home. I sang rock songs loudly in my room to release my frustration. Love music. Heh. It helps. Seriously
Today met with fauzi, mariah and hanisah and we had a great laugh and i was so tired of laughing. Skip lesson. Haha. Love these bunch and i'll treasure them forever. They made my day. Haha. Fauzi sang i will be and footprints in the sand briefly to us and it was AMAZING!!! SIgh... I want to buy her album! LOL. And hanisah. I like your voice. Very nice. SWeet voice no kid. HEhe. Dont be too humble. Haha. Just looking forward for future meet ups. BUT NEVER IN CVSS AGAIN. HAHA!
I'll doubt that this never ending feeling will end soon. Well i don't want to dwell on anything anymore.
Peace
5:52 PM